Challenge, test, doubt, giving up.

Can situations in our life shake our faith?
Can doubt because of everything that happens to us make us give up?

I didn’t write for a few months. My life turned upside down in one moment. Everything started happening one after the other. I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t have anyone to talk about it. I was in a very big argument with myself. In some moments I just needed one hug and I think everything would pass, but that didn’t happen either.

Everything went perfectly. My faith in the law of attraction and everything else related to it brought great results and changes in my life. Yes, it took time. Almost two years to see and notice the change. If you have read my previous articles, you understand about what am i writing
As I said, everything went in the perfect direction. Suddenly, at the very beginning of the new year, various things started to happen.

It all started with my four-year-old son. Suddenly, I don’t even know how, he ended up at various examinations with high blood pressure and sugar. The reason for that was his weight. There were also constant colds, all kinds of things.

I got pregnant before the new year, the pregnancy was risky. I already had a spontaneous abortion once. As if that wasn’t enough, I was seriously ill with the flu. The doctors didn’t give me any antibiotics because of the pregnancy. I spent a month or more in bed. I treated both,myself and the child with the last atoms of strength.

Did it all stop there?

No, it’s not. The constant check-ups of me and the child cost a lot. My husband worked all the time, but it wasn’t enough. So. In addition to health, there were also financial challenges. There’s more. Legally, I don’t have the right to be in any country of the European Union for more than three months. My husband works in one of the countries, my child was born there.But that doesn’t mean anything.

The only solution was to leave this country as soon as possible with the child who goes to kindergarten. The law in this country is such that it separates families instead of uniting them. They were not interested in the child who was born here and who goes to kindergarten here, whose father is here , they said that according to their law he had to leave the country. They were not interested in me and my risky pregnancy at all.

After all this, my faith was shaken. I didn’t see a way out. I stopped doing everything I was doing until then. The doubt in people who taught the law of attraction became huge.
Nothing made sense. The questions were constantly there. How did I create all this? Is this all my creation? Is this fear? What is happening? Is this all a lie? This is not working.
Then let’s get to my thoughts, videos of people who can say that they don’t believe in the law of attraction (haters) appeared. I wanted to give up. My faith was not strong enough for what was happening in my life. It went like that for a while. Then I I noticed and saw myself. I was the same person I was before the beginning of my studies. I was afraid not to become that person again, I got up from the bed, looked in the mirror and what I saw scared me. I had already become that person. I’m back to the old program again. It’s like the life has gone out of me. It’s hard to explain. It is like seeing a flower in its most beautiful form. You are delighted. Later you see it withered without color and fragrance.. That’s how I saw myself.

At the same moment, I entered the bathroom, took a shower, dressed in the most beautiful clothes, put on make-up and looked at myself again. I saw a beautiful and strong woman who came back. Yes, it was me. I recognized myself. I was overjoyed at that moment, I had I feel like I’m flying. I danced around the apartment and laughed at myself for letting myself disappear. I made myself a coffee and sat down. I took my phone and went to Tik Tok. The first video that came out to me read like this: “It was test.”
It wasn’t a video about haters that appeared constantly before. It was a video that confirmed everything I had learned.
I returned to where I left off with my studies. I continued meditating, affirming, doing various methods.
Then miracles happened one after the other. My son was not sick at all from all that they told us. He had a bacteria that caused all kinds of things. Within a week after the discovery of that bacteria and after all the checks, he was completely healthy. I got well in two days. The money came from really unexpected sources. My and my child’s return to our country in the Balkans turned out to be good. I was definitely supposed to go back for work without even knowing it.

Everything turned out well. Nothing happens by chance. Everything you see, experience, hear, read, know that it is not by chance.
As some of my teachers say: “The universe knows what we don’t.”
Believe me. Everything always happens for our greatest good.
Our faith can be tested when we least expect it. Don’t give up, don’t lose yourself. Everything always ends well.
And it all depends on you.
Whoever reads this, I hope it helps you.
I love you.

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